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I used to think
that I was a person whose mind and body were interconnected as a whole, and I
used to believe that this defined me as a human being. My mind possessed
thoughts, ideas and feelings, whereas pain, exhaustion, physical reality and
survival instincts were my body’s realm. When someone would ask me who I was, I
would calmly reply, “ I am one”. But this was before.
One day, the body
that I thought I had control over ceased to share my thoughts. Worse, it
betrayed me. I remember my cold body lying on the bed, in the surgery room,
naked, scared, ashamed and trembling. My mind wasn’t scared, but my body was.
It felt things that I did not feel, and as a result, I did not recognize the
feeling and was simply left aghast, not knowing what to do. It felt and did
something my mind didn’t order. For the first time, it had thoughts of its own,
feelings of its own.
Now, when people
ask me about myself, I reply, “ I am a mind and a body, and I cheat everyday to
make them one”.
My mind and body are in conflict most of the time, but agreed on loving this short piece of literature.
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